before i start. a heart-warming story.

A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat."
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she said. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in. "We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"Why is that?" she wanted to know.
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home."
The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"
His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?"
Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!"
"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife. "Go out and invite Love to be our guest."
The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest."
Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?"
The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!"

nw, tht's nice ain't it? =)

hey! y is evryting goin' agnst mi? omg. i reli hate bitches. yes. thse fishmongies. grgh. fishmongies's juz anthr term for bitches or 38por i came up wif mins ago. n i reli tink tey shld be born mute in teir nxt lifes.

i mean. situation's oreadi tense btwn mi n .. and i do reli hope i can get thru tis 2 yrs. and .. seriously, i shall cor tht FATE. bud. y muz thr be someone who appeared out of the freakin' BLUE and make tings seem to turn worse? fcuk tht woman can. best at sowing discords. she's reli noisy.

tings i didn't noe. were all made known. yes. thx technology. thou i'll nort make ani comment or stuffs lidar. i do noe. i simply noe.

enuff of freaked out moments.

went out wif ling 2dae. lols. fun? indeed. watched BUG ME NOT. omg. it's cute can? thou' lame and stupid. hahas. ling kept makin' noise bout hw lousy tht show was and stuffs like tht. bud i turned ard and told her.. "bud i like" she was left speechless. haas. saein tht i'm childish and stuffs like tht. lols. and i was juz tinkin'. y force urself into adulthood or rathr haf matured tinkings whn u'll eventually pass tht stage in future, and den nag bout goin' back to da past? haas. contradict! hehes.

and.. if tht was childish. tht director wld haf had to eat shiit oreadi. hw old is he to actually produce tis "childish" film? lols. well, i actually like da story line. and somehow.. it juz attracted mi to it. and da peeps in tht movie are like.. ALL SOO CUTE! haas.

esp da lorve story btwn xiaoyue and gaoyuan. woos! xiaoyue said. "wo xue hui le yi tang ke. jiu shi dang ni xi huan yi ge ren de shi hou, yao da sheng dui ta shuo.. WO-AI-NI." which i'll nvr haf da guts to. lols. bravo! xiaoyue.

andd chen bolin's like.. soo shuai in tht movie. haas. v.cool hairdo. thou' i dun reli like guys wif long hair. heh'. best of all. da bug! soo cute! haas. u can nvr imagine.

thr's a series of repeated qns in my mind. of which, are all revolved within' a certain topic. and.. i juz don't know wht is best and wht is right. god, guide me along.

and i wna let da whle wrld noe. i'm all for DA S n ZAIZAI! i noe wht i sae wld nort be given da last care. bud i still wna sae. so wht if da s is older den zaizai? i feel tht tey are suitable. haas. zaizai's da kinda guy who needs lorve care and concern frm an older girl. reason bcuz he is still like a boy. yeap. and da s is soo stable? and most of all.. i like her. hahas. a young refined lady who carries herself well. yes. GORGEOUS. and at tis era, jie-di lian is like.. nth out of da extraordinary. let alone tis era. i haf relatives whose husband's 8yrs older den she herself. and da fact tht her present husband is her husband frm her 2nd marriage. wht's impossible? lols. jiay0u! seriously, i dun wish to see zaizai wif any othr girl thn her. haaass. i'm being selfish. haas.

ooh yarh. tried chomp chomp's prawn noodles. da soupbase is great. bud, i ordered for beehoon, and tey gaf mi thick beehoon. awws. wht the. it juz tastes soo dif. heh'.

i reli need anthr getaway. need nort spend too much money. smth like da previous trip to genting? tht was da best getawy ever. wanderin' ard genting wif ling. gossipin' and sharing soo cored oreadi revealed secrets. haas. fun fun. and thse were da daes without frowns and stuffs. and best of all, da air is cool, is great.. and.. pimples reduced, complexion brght to da best whn returned to singapore. hees.

i'm awaitin' anthr of tis trip. best, hongkong.


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Friday, July 29, 2005

well, finalli am able to make it to sko0l earli since last wk. haas. been slackin' thru then. wooos.

had ofa ca. hopefully i can get full marks! cuz tis will haf an insertion of 25% in my final exams. and if make it thru wif full marks, means i haf to oni score anthr 25 to pass my exams. lols. and i feel tht i sux at excel. so.. yeah. words pls help! =)

and i wasn't nervous at all during da exam. juz da norm. procedure n stuffs. bud wht was on my mind was.. SAVE THE EARTH! DO NOT WASTE PAPER! lols. evryone was allowed 8 pcs of paper. okie. so whn thse wrng copies are out.. the invigilators took it, and "sassshh" tore tht off. omg. save da trees pls! lols.

and i swear tht i did not mention meh meh at all todae. othrs keep tellin' mi bout him. wht the! u c.. dun sae i siao ovr him ar. u all start de. lols. cuz i can't control myself. da moment i c him. i'll start laughing. why? his BUSH. lols. it's soo funni larhs. mayb, i'm nort used to seeing "young" guys wif bushes on da chin. lols. ugly can? haas. and was saddened. serene actually mistaken anthr i find nort at all handsome guy for meh meh. and she happily said.. "elaine! ni kan! meh meh zai ge bi".. i turned over. and was.. -.-"'. lols. wrong person larh girl! nxt time c him shw u agn. provided u stop mi frm laughing too much. lols.

evryone's "complainin" tht my blog's too wordy. eh, perhaps? bud pls bear. haas. i'm juz used to compo writing style. which is, i'll def. exceed 250 wrds per entry. even if i reli had nth much to tok about tht dae. yeap. n daes whn i felt like doin' da gqz's style of blogging.. i simply can't get myself to. his style of "hidden thots".. haas. i wan oso. bud i cannot. it's juz nort mi. lols. so.. i'll continue to flood tis blog wif words. haas.

reading is good okie! haas.

i seriously dunno wht has gotten over mi tese few daes. bud, i can be easily contented yarh? tht lil' bit. i am happi too. y? i'm stupid. nono. i'm blind. bud oni love makes 1 blind rites? den, wht else? i'm deaf too? omg. i'm freakin'.

my mood is like an extreme. u nvr noe wht's comin' up. and fcuk jason can? he shld get out of tht oreadi no standard superstar. gosh. no looks, no vocal, no nth! he sux! i still c banners like "JASON KOR!" wth. cmi.

jolene! pls do nort be saddened tht ur twin's booted out of da compy. haas. *evil laughters*

i felt candice shld get out too. i dun like her. she looks soo fake. esp her smile? and i dun understand da judges said she muz smile more to be herself. it's such a controversy can? lousy judges! =x

well, whtever tht is, derrick's IN! yeah. =)

played too much maple recently. lols. bud it's gettin' fun larhs. imagine lvlin' up soo quikly? lols. i'm nw lvl 28. n i still wna do pq. so i dun wna lvl up to 31. lols. wht shld i do? die afta evry pq? lols. kks. no one's interested in my mapling. niwae, i'm merzz . hehe.

alrite. shall stop here. i guess i'm ending up writtin' shit. hehe. till nxt time.

you are my superSTAR* =)

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

been lazi to update. more seriously speakin, it shld be. HAVE BUT NO TIME TO. get it? ar. figure it out urself. =)

was soo sinful yest by goin' to seoul garden. it's nort bout puttin' on spare-tyres which made mi feel sinful. bud by wastin' $15 bucks to get urself to "tiew" bout losing weight! haas. fortunately, tis trip did nort do mi much harm, althou' i went about eatin' like nobody's business. haas. god is startin' to love mi.

it was fun thr. all da jokes. stupid actions and stuffs like tht. was v.entertainin. 3 claps for mr ah jia. he can be a great comedian. heh'.

played maple agn. lols. PQ! yeah. pq-ing wif kishuu's sooo fun! lols. she totalli rox man. i wish i cld be as strong. lols. and goh mengling's lvled up. haiss. no more pq wif her. sad sad sad. lols. and yesh! had soo much fun takin' pics at kerning city. lols. will post thse pics up whn i haf time. hahas. tey're totalli cute! =)

nth much bout todae. skipped cheo's morn' lesson, and went to sk0ol at 3 wif christine. attended da 2 hr ofa, off we headed for home. life is gettin' dot dot dotz. yarh. and nvr wld i noe tht ite's life is soo hectic? it wasn't wht i heard frm othrs. it's soo alike poly lifestyle. whr u haf to rush ur projects and stuffs like tht. y y y ?

well, i am extracted! no more tingy. shld slp. whn da da i haf lotsa inspiration or whines, i'll be back here! =)

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

evry morn b4 i go to sko0l. i will be soo tempted to go back to bed. u muz be wonderin' why.

c.. she's slpin' soo soundly on my bed. MY BED! i repeat. haas. i muz let the whle wrld noe, MY BED IS DA COSIEST EVER! lols. =D

whtevr will be will be. lols. if oni it's meant to be. yupz. i'm waitin~ lols. i'm mad. haas.

been tinkin. i actually boarded da same bus as meh meh on my way home da dae i whined bout missing da same bus to sko0l. lols. and i was tinkin'. oh my. he's soo damn cute lahs. and tings like.. "if oni i had a bro like him" popped up. haas.

u can imagine? hw mani girls wld like be curryin' favour to mi. lols! i lorve tht kinda feel. and i can help my cutest bro select da "BEST" gal to be his gf/wife as well as my kaki. tis way, i will haf 1 more companion who wld nvr sae NO to mi. lols.. hahahas* meh~~~~~

my boat sank whn smth happened. i did nort wna speak. dun wna sae. and althou' it don't concern mi, i somehw felt i was curdled into da topic. and i hate tht kinda feelin'. it sux. so. whn wld such tings end uhz? do human reli run out of conversational topics tht quikly?

and nort forgettin' to mention. i once saw hw a grp of peeps bonded teir frenship soo "closely" thru gossips. well, tht kinda frenship ain't wrth goin' gaga for. who needs it aniwae, whn frens who are real frens can gossip too? i mean, no human wld nort gossip at all.

ekin was at 717 todae! lols. and i was at my gramps hse eatin' durian oreadi. lols. missed da opp. to c my hero. chen hao nan. lols. he's like.. soo swt. hahas. gigi's havin' an autograph session tml, and he's oreadi in s'pore. hahas. man. if my man wld treat mi tis way. heh'.

nwadaes, i feel reli sorry. whnever peeps cor mi, i'm in a no-mood to ans kinda mood. and let alone tht, i'm owis miles awy frm my phone. so i often haf miss-cors. sorry for tht. haas. and if i self conclude tht it ain't impt, i nvr cor back. lols. SORRY. =)

i wna end my life. i wna start afresh. bud i dun haf da guts to. and thr's oni 1 reason y. bud tht 1 reason is for oni mi myself and i to noe. hahas. nvr to be divuldged. lols. lemme haf a secret of my own. lols.

i am juiceless nw. all haf been attracted oreadi.

so mani tings i wish i had da courage to sae.

i will owis lorve u, i will nvr leave u.

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Friday, July 22, 2005

lalalaS~ i'm freakin' boring. i'm nw here, in da com lab.. doin' practically nth. lols. finished all my assignments.. and.. awwws! thr's nth to do except blog. browsed thru yahoo's horoscope. whahaha*

i saw meh meh boardin' 31 tis morn. grghs.. singli was late. real late. else we wld haf gotten up da same bus. lols. bud. nvm. da bus was too cramped for mi to even tok to my frens, let alone ask a stranger bout da bush he keeps. heh'

wanted v.much to blog yest. bud was reli tired. guys, i slept at 8pm okie? and woke up in da middle of da nite, and slept agn at 2am. lols. so, i'm considered energised? whtever. i still wna slp. =) thr's nvr too much of slp okie.

tings are startin' to turn sour i guess. soo mani tings i wish i didn't c. well, life's like this. S U X.

and agn, nort turnin' up for swimmin'. jolene n auntie dun wna go. whtever. i'm sure thr'll be a dae whrby we go swim. LOLs. GO HOR!!! XD

i'm BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED!

u can imagine hw BORED i am nw. evryone else still doin' teir assignments, and i'm left here to do with nth. is tht a compliment for myself? typing fast? or a real torture whn evryone else has gort smth to do, and mi.. NTH! othr den bloggin' larhs.

and it actually sux to blog in sko0l. it's like.. da keyboard sux big time. yarhs. freakin' sensitive. da moment u type ur sentence and "ACCIDENTALLY" touch da sensor for da mouse on da keyboard, u'll realise in no time tht you are actually typing on da wrong sentence. whahahas*

for tis reason or some othrs, i reli haf to sae, thou hihs pc sucked too, i LORVE HIHS! haas. at least i can access frenster thru thr. lols. over here, practically nth could be done.

i can reli be transformed to a lame-ass over here. with nth to concentrate on, i'll go on crapping n LAMING. so.. yarhs. tht's mi. ELAINE = ELAME. muahahahas*

tings are starting to heat up. it's time to begin da battle. and as a matter of fact, all humans are heartless and SELFISH! includin' mi, i dun deny. who doesn't wan e best for emselves? u too rite? =)

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

well well.. sad sad. did nort getta c meh meh 2dae. lols. whteva! hehes..

had a bad dae? yarhs. wasn't feelin' v.well. except at k-box.. whr i reli screamt to da top of my voices wif ferina. lols. singli wasn't screamin!!! she slept! argh!! n ooh. ah teck aka ah boon can reli sing real well. whn i walked ovr to teir room, i happened to hear him sing shin's shi jie mo ri. omg! POWER can?! yes yes. he sang tht song real well. unlike othrs who simply "tiew". yeah. n i sang a series of jj's songs. haas. i'm lorvin' his songs soo much! esp 1000yrs lata. haas. and duets wif fer. she as da guy. haas. i lorve ni zui zhen gui. was super duperly well tagged. heh'. and ya. thx to aiyos! i cor him ah teck lah. jolene u all understand lah hor. he's nort e oni guy wif boon in his name n nicknamed ah boon i noe. and actually, thr's actually loads out thr. juz tht i dun wna mix up. haas. lols. ah teck. yarh. thx to him.. afta hearin' him sing shi jie mo ri, mi n fer decided to scream. F.I.R's songs.. shin's songs.. + SUPERSTAR! haas. cool!

was late for lessons for 1/2 an hr. n i was in a freakin' bad mood. i simply did nort wna tok to anione. yes. was feelin' freakin' moody. and tht evrytin' sucked. my grp had internal conflicts. which i find so stupid. n to whoever reads my blog.. pls understand. "owis get straight to your point, VOICE OUT. dun act asif u are a kind soul (perhaps u're nort bud will i tink so) and start ur reasoning. leave mi out if u wna reason wif someone can? thse to mi are .. craps. n seriously, i dunwna sae much. da grp was fine. bud all of a sudden.. intrusion. yarhs. freak tht. bud.. well, so long as i pass my exams or whteva, or like wht cheo said, no free-riders. yes. i'm find wif aniting.

btw, i sorta wanted to scream at cheo 2dae. oreadi feelin' bad.. he still aimed at us. shiit him larhs. forever my grp leh. he's owis "tekanin" my grp. can he stop? it's like.. he said our grp' da last to present, so we muz be da best. i was HOT! i said.. "den lidar da last baby of each yr muz be da cleverest in da universe larhs?" whtever larhs. who cares if he's juz jokin'. i'm juz nort myself, plus da fact tht i'm extremely emotionally unstable. bleahs.

gort home. mapled agn. did 3 quests in a dae. haas. credits to th n ks. lols. "ks likes to ks" - "keesian likes to kio sai!" lols. suits him. he owis kio sai de. mine sai he oso kio. i v.poor okie! grghs.. and yarh. shumi's quest was considered "easi". cuz u dun hafta fight and stuffs like tht.. bud, it's v.mentally challenging. muahahahas* and i managed to scrape thru tht. lols. causin' th to suffer wif mi. lols.

i'm actually feelin' a lil' feverish on my way home. bud whn i reached home, it subsided a lil'. and nw, it's comin' back. juz wht shld i do? thr's an OFA test tml at 11am. yes, indeed i can slp in a lil' lata.. bud. wht if i reli fall sick? my v.first mc? haas. i wldn't tink twice back in hihs. lols. da attendance rate's like 80%? here? 95%. whahaha* dun plae plae ar.. as for fridae? tht's wrse. nonono. die die muz go. haas.

• can c meh meh..!
• swimming!!!
• shrt dae!!! heh.

well, soo far soo good. i reli gtg slp. haas. i'm nort made of steel. =)

Someone to have and hold,

With all my heart and soul.

I need to know,

Before I fall in love.*

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

shadows. ain't tht cool? heh.

hmms. nw tht i finalli haf a clr state of mind. i am able to blog sense. yupz.

recently, been watchin' and readin' alort of news. n wht i c are fattys claimin' tey emselves cute, or rathr fattys saein' tey need protection n stuffs lidar. wth larh. nort tht i'm discriminatin. it's, isn't thr animore BIG news to report? and to tink tht singapore's newsreportin' standard dropped soo much? awws. pls. revive!

jasz's blog is soo hilarious. haas. i wna bud dare nort believe. tht doctor i ssoo powerful! '2 wif sausages n meatballs, 2 without" lols. i stumbled dwn my chair. hahas.

n thr's tis doctor i muz reli salute. mr eric hong. he's tht doctor appearin' on chnl u. i dunno whn exactly, bud rite nw he's still thr. hahas. he wrks larhs. soo much. sacrificing his family n stuffs. wooo. which guy out thr can do tht? bud i believe he do whine bout tht too. pls! he's human. haas.

i like tht style;'s sunglasses. bud do i haf a need to buy tht? is tht an unrelevant expense? arrs!! god, tell mi hw. haas. tht looks cool man. bud it's like thse ulta de material. hahas. soo. wht nw. and da fact tht i've been "jobless" for da past mths. lols. it's eithr bookin's which clash wif my time-table, or i'm feelin' extremely lazy on tht dae. n guess wht. thr was once, ah lao msged mi if i cld wrk on a tuesday 7-7. freak. he knew i can't!

had 3hrs break 2dae. we scrambled off to tm. haas. had pizza. lols. followed by all sorts of junk foods at da food fair. shiok! been a long time since i had soo much junk food a dae. n all da food's soo nice! i lorve tht yam paste. best! bud tht durian crepe disappointed mi. lols. yes. don't trust DURIAN CHEF. da durian ain't at all fresh. =(



went off loiterin' ard. took neoprints! haas. tht machine i took last yr durin' dunno whn. shld be qz's bdae. cuz i rember tht machine required us to squat, stand, half-squat n stuffs. n tht time was ard 12 peeps. haas. tis time rd, we had oni 6. was much easier. budden.. it's damn fast lor. haas. can die okie? ain't young animore. lols. bud tht was fun. hees.



went back to sko0l wif cartoon netwrk + samuel. was like soo farni larhs. haas. disturbin' cartoons no.1 n 2. hahas. fun fun! had ofa. awws. borin' lesson. i reil doubt mdm koh's ability to teach. she's like.. she can mess herself up oso lor. dammit.

well, took some pics at tm as well. hehes.


- singli, mi, ferina-

- mi n my tong nian tong yue tong ri, christine -

- mi n fer wif teletubbies. haas. -

- auntie n fer "posed" like tis. hahas. -

enuff of 2dae. lols. some shots frm my sko0l for nw.


- da 2 cuties! haas. i lorve these yellow mans. lols. -

- extreme cool view of da pool! -

hehe.

and ooh. anione belif i haf meh meh's pic? no rites? i bet u all will sae no. bud i gort his pic! hahahahas*


- meh meh.... -

LOLs.!

well, saw meh meh n co at da sko0l entrance 2dae. hahas. evryone was like. meh`~~ lols. makin' tht irritatin' noise. hahas. n i reli wna ask him y he wna keep tht bush. haas. well, i'll get my chance to one dae. haas. so long. i'm gettin' tired n i wna watch tv. hehes. n yes, i can do party quest for maple story oreadi! haas. =)

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

olympic craze. haas. smurfy~~

meh meh.. okie! peeps. i admit i'm mad ovr meh meh. bud i DON'T like him. haas. juz wait. wait till one dae, i haf da courage to walk to him and ask.. "wht made u keep tht bush?" lols. i can't wait. hahas. bud well, as a matter of fact, i'm gutless. heh'

yes! i haf meh meh to look at, jolene found tht edwin. 0972619*. lols. auntie found tht v.cute,v.cute, bud still dunno wht name guy. bud sooner or lata, we'll get to noe. cuz he is affliated wif da pool. hahas. okie. motivations to go sko0l. yeah. cuz can look at cuties. lols.

i'm gettin' mad! i'm practically doin' stuffs i nvr had da guts to do at sec sko0l. y? it's all due to MINDSET. i preset my mind to function in a PLAY mode. so, it's playin' here n thr, evrywhr for mi in sko0l. hahas. yes. i am thr to haf fun, get my cert, and shake my butts of preferably to poly. haas. i dun wna wrk soo soon. hehes.

ooh ya. brother-sista rltnship is IN! yes! JOSHUA ANG! ain't he cute? hahas. my sis's gna be soo mad if she reads tis. lols. (okie. it's juz to provoke her.) bud who wld sae joshua ain't da least cute or talented rathr? guys who play piano.. nono. shld restructure tht sentence. CUTE guys who plae piano. hahas.

i'm mad larhs! soo mad bout guys! cute guys are loiterin' evrywhr. hahahahahas*

and althou' i'm gettin' nth out of nth, since it was nvr mine to begin with, i'm fine, and HAPPY wif evrytin. yes. at least, tht's smth.

memories*

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

haas. i'm nw a fan of GREEN! lols.

no idea y. thou' my fav. colour's white.. i am startin' to lorve green. whnevr i wna highlight a pt in my blog.. green. whnevr i look at clothes, green. haaas. i'm gettin' soo green. lols.

hmm. bfd. da most borin' lesson i evr had, is actually teachin' us big reasons. haas. it goes like tis.

"courage is nort the absence of fear, but goin' ahead in the presence of fear."

"champions are nort thse who nvr failed, but thse who nvr quit."

yeahs. topic one, and it gaf us tese 2 quotes. haas. wht next? lols..

maple maple maple. dae by dae. i'm reli nort addicted! bud i juz wna level up so i can wear nicer clothes. haas. n tht i'm in full magician suit, i'll plae lesser of maple. haas. n i might plae whnevr i c my sis plae. snatch da pc frm her. haas. full satisfaction. lols. KIDDIN!

ms goh, thou' u'll prob nvr c tis, i still like to ask u... WHN R U STARTIN' SKOOL? haas. u'll like haf oni 8 mths time in sko0l, and tht 1mth near 2mths haf passed.. so.. wht? lols.

havin' tuition tml. nearli forgotten bout it. pl cored for k-box session, and i agreed. bud nw i hafta back out. yesh. un-needed expenses out. =) i'll be seein' my kids agn tml~! HURRAY!

and i did nort go for da concert yest. heh'. gaf da tix to auntie's fren instead. well, it's fine. i oni wna go so tht i can relax, and oso to wear some "nice" clothes yeah? act classy n stuffs like tht which i seldom get to. hahas. bud well, i gort some slp at home instead. haas. n lata on had dinner, and went to granny's hse for durian. hahas.

hmms. borrowed LOVE PATZZI frm auntie. yes! watch agn. i lorve tht show. it's anthr one of da extreme few korean series i lorve, apart frm Summer Sonata. is tht? "qiu tian de tong hua" larhs. haas. thse guys are cute! and whn i tink back on all kinda movies, drama serials i watch, and da guys i fancy in each, i reli dunno wht i'm lookin' for in a guy actually. haas. yet, i knew wht i want. i can describe to u. haas.

"gao gao shou shou, bu guo yao you yi dian rou. - tall, slim, bud still muz haf meat."
"mei mao hou hou, jian bang quo quo. - preferably thick brows, but nort too thick, BROAD shoulders."

black or white, i dun care. bud, nort too white, nort extreme black. no white chickens n charcoal can liaos. hahas. cuz i tink guys who are too white eeeewS! too black, i scared. did i tell anione i nearly fainted whn i saw a negro yrs back? lols.

u look at my criteria above.. n tink.. i like..

zaizai, edison, daniel wu, leehom, shawn, josh, brad, thorpey.. and some rats. haas. nolarhs. nort famous oni mahs. haas. bud judgin' frm da above? wht can u find in common? othr den thorpey, da one ting i found, is teir brows. hahas. bud for all to add up, is SHOULDERS! all broad ones. hahas. =P

klarhs. shall nort carry on. i'll go watch LOVE PATZZi oreadi. u noe wht, i cried watchin' oni da 1st disc. LOLs. =)

sweet dreams; i lorve u.

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Friday, July 15, 2005

arghs! zaizai had an accident!!! he's freakin' lucky. nort at all injured thou' his car was SMASHED to bits! phew* n his relationship is extremely MESSY. haas. whoever larhs. bud he's gettin' Punky. haas. tht's wht i tink larhs. bud he'll still be forever as cute! haas.

nxt.. xiao S's confirmed her pregnancy. lols. i knew it!! bud i can't believe it! haas. lucks. haas.

okie. nw, elaine's happy. =)

had durian todae! hahahahahahahahrrrsss! =D nort too bad at all. lols.

afta sko0l, went to haf lunch wif em, and den looked for da swimmin' teacher. and was like. chicken n duck tok. lols. he did nort understand us, n we simply can't follow his speed. as in, he was speakin' at da speed of a bullet-train. without givin' us a chance to hear us out. he decided on his own. haas. well.

nxt, went to a tok by jean yip. i was soo blurred. jolene was interested in smth thr, auntie was interested in da hair-care tingy, and i was simply followin' em. haas. nort too bad at all. gort some vouchers which i doubt i'm gna use. hahas. services by trainees... dotx. haas. and btw, did i forget to mention tht i am a KIMAGE supporteR? lols.

eh, i had actually alot to blog about. bud i dunno y, my brain seemed to be blank nw. i'm tryin' v.hard to pick up da pieces of stuffs i jotted dwn, but to no avail. hmms. shall cont' anthr dae or tml perhaps. i noe i can't help but blog. hehes..

nvr be replaced.! =)

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

"No one is Perfect. We were created with certain flaws and strength. Flaws that make us unique to someone else. Strength that make us stand out among the others."

hahas. i stole frm a new clsmate's frenster while browsing it. lols. bud i'm too lazy to add anione. so, if by luck or whtever peeps frm QA happen to c tis blog of mine, add mi in msn or whtever. my e-mail's --> natsume_ela@hotmail.com =)

bud mayb whn i feel super duper free or feel like it, i will go add u guys. lols. bud to shifu n ah jia.. u all add mi! lols.

i'm sorry but i lied. i dun wna deny, bud i juz cldn't help it. for some apparent reasons, i had to keep tings to myself. n i knew evryting wld juz gif way if i spilt my heart out. i am prty satisfied wif da way tings are nw. thou' i'm reli gettin' nth out of nth. bud well, it was nvr mine to begin wif. yes. bud if time prevails.. i wld juz carry on waitin'.

i reli noe whr to start, fixin' a broken heart. thus, my heart wld nvr shatter. haas. craps. asif it nvr will. LOLs. i'm human to. lols.

some recap. thx singli. soo swt of her to acc. mi back to sk and den takin 965 home. or else i wld feel so left alone on 27 while ferina n james ya noe. hahas.

n peeps. i hate buses 39 n 67! grghs!!! it's owis gettin' into my way frm boardin' 31, whnever i am at da bus-stop. tey owis get in da way. and thr was once, 31 juz went pass da bus-stop bcuz thse 2 buses were thr. gosh. and at da interchange.. i wld owis c a bus at da 31 stand. whn i rushed ovr tinkin it was 31, it owis appeared to be 67. wht e. i tot i'm colour blind or smth. i cldn't differentiate btwn yellow n red. haas. cuz 31's sbs bus, while 67's trans island. lols. i guess i'll stick to takin' bus frm da interchange. at least, i'll def. get to board da bus. lols.

meh meh said "meh~~~" lols.

meh~~ meh~~ meh~~ meh~~ meh~~ meh~~ meh~~

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

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bleahs. been havin' bad hair dae. wet or dry, my fringe juz cld nort get into da style i wna it to be. grgh! whtever!

had my v.first test of accountings todae. n i guess i freaked out. COMMON mistakes. arghs. i swear i wld be calm n nort soo lazy da nxt time rd. thx to well, i dunno hw to elaborate.. i made mistakes. which to mi are rathr grave ones. fortunately, it's nort gna be included in da exam marks. phew.

bud i knew hw to do thse accounts. tht was da pt. heh'.

gna be havin' bfd test tml. gosh. why do sko0ls or rathr teachrs enjoy givin' students test at a shot? can't tey like go for once a wk? as in.. each module holds it's test on evry individual wk. aniwae, we haf oni 3 modules. y wry? it's more thn enuff.

i am in sko0l to enjoy, plae, and while my time thru tis prospective 2 yrs. hopefully shorter? so, i dun care bout wht i do or u noe.. yes. n i am a believer tht soul mates and playmates doo differ. i juz wna PLAY! dun get on my nerves. muahahas*

nvr felt tis way before. back in sec sko0l, all i "worried" about was academic results. hahas. which obviously went hay-wire. if u asked mi if i put in effort to study, i can proudly sae yes. if u were to conclude tht i'm stupid. well, fine wif mi. if tht's wht u tink of mi. so long as i belif i myself am nort. yes. one ting to be proud of as well, can u come up wif a compo tht scores within well, let's sae.. 10 mins. lalalas~

i missed charmed yet agn! arghs. i actually fell aslp while waitin' for it to start. haas. i'm suchh a PIG. lols.

i hrd frm news tht nkf's being sued? or smth lidar. haas. finally. lols. it's like. i dun understand y.. it's like a hobby or wht? frm da v.1st donation, once a yr. till twice, thrice.. and soo mani times.. nw tey are even goin' to help cancer patients. duhz. NKF = national kidney foundation. wht has it gta do wif CANCER? and.. seriously, thr are help centers goin' on for cancer. n i belif tht, so long as nkf uses da money spent on hiring local n overseas celebs, prizes or whtever larhs. u may claim tht e prizes are sponsored, the money spent on thse programmes can help patients a long way thru.

or maybe, da ceo can juz earn half da amt lesser of wht he is nw earnin and use tht amt to help da patients.. it's freakin' enuff! y bother to dig n dig? u tink u diggin' for oil ar? tong buey tiao!

n wht tht reli shocked mi was, smth i mentioned to my family a few yrs back came true. bout nkf gettin' into sum corruption tingy. haas. n tht, okie, anthr ting tht shooked mi off da shelf. under the surveilance of our "anti-corrupted" govt, smth like tis actually took place. hahahas. so, wht nw? cahoots? i dare nort imagine.

so, nw tht ceo has to quit. more thn 10,000 went online and demanded tht he resign. he betta do so fast. or else. i can't imagine larhs. haas.

althou' i've stopped donatin' to nkf for a rathr long time.. i felt angry. i used to donate soo much! reachin' da target of $100 per donation card. corlin' to support da charity act. stupid! i felt like an idiot! haas. okie. enuff said. i dun wna be da nxt to be sued. haas.

"shall" study bfd lata on. which i find rathr borin'. bud i dun wna get red marks for my 1st test. haas.

- nvr saw blue like tis.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

haas. i said "i'm nort addicted to maple lor." nw, i'll haf to take back my wrds a lil'. actually, it's nort considered addiction. it's tht, while killin' blue snails, i received a metal wand. and it requires mi to be lvl 18 to be able to use tht. and i seriously felt, a magician carryin' a fruit knife ard? NO WAY! haas. soo i muz do whtevr i can, to raise to lvl 18 fast. haas. thx WKS. for helpin' mi out in da quest. haas.

well, sko0l was as usual. my pc was faulty todae. and haas, i gort a seat bside cartoon no.3, kenneth. lols. i wanted to sit bside singli. bud turned out tht thr's someone bside her who is late. well, and kenneth said, "y? dun dare sit next to mi ar? scared i eat u ar?". of cuz nort lah! bud i cannort gossip. haas. bud well, i actually enjoyed sittin' thr more! guess wht! i cld get a v.good view of meh meh. haas. juz soo directly opposite. hahahaS! n his bush is gettin' thicker n thicker. n jolene had a v.exact view of him todae, and she said " his apple v.big leh! ".. dots. haas.

i'm feelin' v.weak lately. been havin' runs and felt cold super duper easily. whn othrs hit mi slightly, it's like a needle being poked into mi. i can't explain tht kinda pain. mayb, like wht jolene said, REAL OLD! haisss. hw sad. hahars.

i'll make a promise to myself tht i will nort let myself dwn tis time rd. no matter wht it takes, i will do whtever i can, whn i myself realise tht, i can't take it no more. i will take my moveS! bud u gta belif tht i'll lie low. perhaps for nw. haas. =)
yes! i belif i can make it! haas. oni i myself noe wht i reli wan n need, and whom i reli love n treasure. like da saein' goes. "whtevr u are, or whoevr u are, is nort determined by da food u eat, da place u grow up in." haas. understand da contrary within'? lols. pursue thse dreams!
wht is required of one to pursue dreams is - COURAGE. dare to move!

baby i lorve you, and i will nvr let u go. bud if i haf to, boy i tink tht u shld noe. =D

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Monday, July 11, 2005

u noe, we determine wht we are, who we are, n hw we are gna to be.

thus, i make it a pt tese daes to tell myself, in order nort to look back on bad memories, sulkin', i'll make an effort to ensure my daes spent are juz gettin' more n more excitin, fun, and laughter filled. yes. tht way, i can proudly look back on my past and sae "hey! i spent yet anthr joyful dae yest".

"tings nvr go da way u predicted it to be.." yes. bud WAIT. thr's owis anthr source of hope.. MIRACLES. =)

c, i'm supposed to go to sko0l, and yet here i am, brightenin' up da daes of othrs. ok, even if it doesn't, at least it taught negatives to be positive. heh.'

i used to be one such negative soul as well. nw tht i noe, to open up, to brighten up. add SPARKS ard u. life wld juz be sooo positive.

budden, humans are nvr perfect. i'm still dwindling on freaked out stuffs. well, evryone does. hahahas*

i'm juz a nobody. and since nobody is perfect, i'm PERFECT! =D

*i'm nort a perfect person.. soo mani tings i wish i didn't do..

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

been a few daes since i updated. my blog misses mi. and to tink tht yest was my blog's 1 yr anniversary. haas. =)

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY.
shld cor pizza? like da ad? haas. LAME. =)

i'm nw tryin' to kick my habit of typing "cum", as i realised it seemed to be a vulgar lang. afta i played maple. lols. somebody help mi! lols.

well, suffered frm terrible stomache cramps n sorta had a v.bad stomache. frequent visitor of da toilet. hehe. plus i felt super duper tired. afta lessons on fridae, i had lunch at tm wif jolene.. hung ard, den rushed home in a cab. my stomach was hurtin' alot!! i can't imagine waitin' for da v.packed bus. wht if i can't get a seat?

afta i reached home, i played maple. lvled up and pop. at 5pm, i went to haf a "nap". bud little did anione includin' myself wld haf made tis "nap" into "sleep" or rathr - positive coma - yupz. i slept all my way thru till tis morn. at 8am. afta which, i watched powerpuff girls.. den i had nth betta to do, and went back to slp. i'm a pig!

was reli suprised whn i woke up to da cor of da mornin' sun. lols. missed tht kinda feelin'. well, it's like.. u need nort an alarm clock or smth to wake u up so unwantingly. u woke up becuz u needed to. tht feelin' rocked! =)

soo mani daes of olympics news. had a v.tough time catchin' em. thankfully, my pc did all da recording jobs . haas. i'm gna get my butt glued to da chair and watch em like MAD! i oso learnt tht athens lost money durin' da 2004 olympics. haas. i tot tey were supposed to earn? cuz tix to thorpey's finals were priced like 800 euros per tix? and tey lose money? wth!

i'm lovin' my life alort lately. goin' to sko0l, learn smth new, crap ard, and pop.. i'm home to zzz. haas. no fussles, no hassles. hopefully life wld carry on tis way. heh'. i dun wna haf a messed up life yet agn.

i guess i'm owis set for regrets. i shldn't haf behaved tht way. tings get cranky. tings get outta hands. i'm owis da last to get to noe wht happened ard mi. can't blame anione on tht. bud tht's juz mi. i am a lousy reactor. bad conductor. whtever. it's my castle. bud who noes tht it might be oni one built in e air? da oni one who cld make tis airy castle firm is u. cuz i made e othr rightful owner u. n i knew i nvr wld erase da fact written in da skies. for as long as i lorve u. tis fairytale, dream or whtever whoevr names it to be, belongs to mi. for as long as i lorve u. for as long as i lorve u.

haaas. my english is gettin' dwnhill. read tht paragraph above, none is "chimiloligy" structured. i suck at tht. y???!

n i knew i nvr wld erase da fact written in da skies. for as long as i lorve you. - sweet!

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

yep. london gort it. n i muz sae sebastian coe did a grt job! congrats.

i felt a waste for paris. bud mayb tey're bein' too anxious bout it. 3 times in 20 yrs? well..

nyc.. freak tht. thorpey's nort goin for da 2012 oreadi. =(

madrid? perhaps tey shld leave tht piece of serenity land aside for da wilds.

moscow was sorta expected. bud i felt soo sry for em. esp whn i saw hw popov reacted to da interview. "the winner takes it all. - popov"

i cried whn results were announced. tey were tears of joy. i dunno y.

i am full of comments n stuffs.. bud i can't blog em out rite nw. i need sum time to settle my feelings. hees. cyas!

STAY TUNED! =)

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

olympic fever strikes!

yes. once agn. the swirl of olympics squirmed up to mi yet agn. i haf no idea y, sumone like mi, who is lightyrs away frm takin' part in e olympics, attendin' e olympics live, n whtever, am such a crazy fanatic of it. yes. the word, PASSION.

it's juz tht momentary honour one wld gladly love to endorse in. wht a lovely time well spent. all pains n hardworks haf paid off.

in e olympics, it's nort all about winnin' da race. it's all about playin' da game well.

i was juz mentionin' n givin' cranky ideas on hw we cld actually bid to host olympics 20xx in s'pore. haas. n perhaps migratin' all our peeps to othr parts of da wrld, and developin' s'pore as a fixed olympics village. as in, thr'll be no more headaches n fussles to decide on whr to host da nxt olympics. althou', even if tht plan is accessible, it's meant oni for summer olympics. =D

back to tis. i was like mentionin' earlier on, n to my amazement! gosh! e 117th IOC is held in s'pore. and due to tht great athletes all ovr da wrld, big names n all.. gathered in s'pore. wht a scene! u can hardly imagine. n i seriously hope i cld sniggle amongst em, n feel da whtever u may name it to be. i juz noe i love tht feelin'.

nw, i guess peeps who noe mi noes i'm freakin' crazy bout ian thorpe whn it cums to e olympics or swimmin' meets. bud i still muz be fair. i mean, wht the heck is he doin' at nyc's bid for olympics 2012? lols! don't he feel extra? of cuz nort. haas. cuz nyc sought "support" frm mani athletes frm over da wrld. haas. it's like - chapalang. haas. bud one thing tht puzzles mi. if nyc wanted to get dif peeps to represent dif. sports.. nw, where's PHELPS ? y THORPE instead? althou' i reali haf em to thank for as i cld deeply feel thorpe's presence. haas.

juz whr da heck is MICHAEL PHELPS? shldn't he stand out n support nyc, america? or will he seriously wait till baltimore bids? which i guess is almost impossible. bud wht contradicts, i emphasize.. "impossible is nth" lols.

niwae, i actually felt tht madrid might win. bcuz tht place is simply too scenic n beautiful. da serenity peace n quiet. anione wld love it thr, and hostin' olympics thr will be such a relaxed situation. yes! a great place for athletes to actually be able to focus more. well, tht's oni for location wise. we nvr noe bout da economy yr dwn, and da ability for tht city to host such big games well. 88%

olympics? - it takes alot.

nxt up, london. yes. her highness princess anne and supposedly prince william haf travelled to e othr end of da wrld, s'pore to support in london's bid alongside becks, bobby charlton sebastian coe, tony blair n othrs. wld love to c tis lovely city win too. bcuz? it's def. has gort a strng economy backin' up da games so as to gif it full blast. as in -- to provide da best. but wht actually "influenced" mi to support london's bid was, london mentioned abt makin' use of olympics 2012 to develop da poorer areas of east london. which i find, yes! i support da idea. it's owis been soo mi to c evryone receivin' da same trtment, benefits n stuffs like tht, thou i noe thngs like tht won't happen. for, da rich cld nvr understand poverty, and da poor cld nvr endure ballroom parties. well, whtever. 75%

plus. nort forgettin' NYC. new york city. at first, i felt tht, nyc shld actually nort bid for olympics 2012 at all. nort forgettin' tht america had actually hosted da games quite a no. of times oreadi? althou' for nyc it's da first time. n i seriously do nort support tht as i hrd of nyc havin' to actually appeal to IOC. nw tht thorpey's supportin' nyc. i guess i'm left dumbfounded yet agn. haas. n ironically, i started to support nyc. yes! da reason bcuz, thorpey wld oni swim in olympics 2012 if oni da games were to be held at nyc. [ tht might be one reason y nyc sought thorpey's support uhz? ] if nort, he wld stick to his plan and retire at olympics 2008 - beijing. n i seriously do nort wish to c tht happen! i wna see him roar in da pools. in tht cosmopolitian city, of cuz, economy is a no worry. and juz look at hw tey brght emselves back on feet soo quikly afta 911. and tht tey are even ready to host olympics. yes! tey sure haf gort wht it takes. bud it seriously wld still send shivers dwn my spine thinkin' tht thorpey n all othr great athletes might be placin' a foot in da coffin. rember? TERRORISM. i am freakin' worried bout tht! awwws. bud well, i seriously wish to c thorpey swim. bud i'm oso afraid of da dangers which might take place. i'm such a contradict! 90%! okie lah. deep dwn, tey muz win! provided thr's no terrorism activities tht's gna take place. hee.

yep. on to paris. basically, if u were to tell and ask mi bout paris. i wld suggest, go thr for ya honeymoon. nvr wld i link it wif olympics. haas. it's too romantic a city. wld anione link tht to sports? i doubt so. heh'. and tht london's criticism towards em seriously made mi despise london. i mean, FAIRPLAY is wht is being recognised in da olympics. n thr u are, u noe. i dun wna mention. in case i'm sued. hees. "che ren hou tui" haas. tht's mandarin. lalalas~ niwae, even if tey win, be it. bud i dun like da logo. too "hearty" n too messy. unlike e othrs'. awws. well. SPECIAL. haas. well, 50-50 chances.

lastly, moscow. i wld def. sae no at first thot if u were to ask of my opinions of hosting da games in moscow. maffias.. n well. da seriously lousy security coverage. if anione cld rember or read or heard of 25 yrs back. wht had happened. u'd def. freak out! and who dares to risk their lifes yet agn? commoners like mi dun care a hoot bout life, yet still wld hope to be able to live n c da wrld for as long as i can. whtsmore great athletes who might be able to re-write histories. wld tey emselves or rathr anione be willing to sacrifice em? N-O, NO! bud on contrary, i felt, mayb we shld be magnanimous. to actually support and believe tht tey will make changes towards evryting frm 25 yrs back and present us wif a good game in 2012. well. tht's up to IOC and nort mi niwae. haas. bud whn i heard popov's interview earlier on, i juz felt we shld let moscow host da games. wht he said was heart-rendering. it was meaningful. althou i too felt tht da russians are a lil' too proud to mention tht tey haf produced most of da wrld's great athletes. true. i agree, bud wht do tht prove? russian still ain't strong in economy n security n stuffs like tht. to gif TRUST? i wldn't. to mi, moscow's a 30% for mi. i wldn't even go for a 50-50 stand. i noe i'm mean. n i can feel hw da russians wld feel if tey lost da bid. it's like, a prisoner, nort given a chance to turnover a new leaf. did i exagerate? i hope nort.

i hope da olympics fever wld nort kill mi. haas. i'm lovin' it!

well, speak of sports. i checked out da sko0l's pool todae! it's extremely cool! 9-lane olympic sized pool. n da water's soo clear! evryting's great! da pool did nort reek of chlorine. instead.. tastes like mineral water. n it's soo nice n relaxin' swimmin' thr. ooh. i felt like i was at athens. i'ts soo much alike larhs! haas. thse who haf seen it wld noe. i haf nvr seen a much more beautiful pool thn tis. =)

well, i guess i gtg slp. soo tired oreadi. n i haf nort completed my acc. assns yet. haas. bud, i'm oreadi halfway thru, n i haf like 3 hrs break 2ml before AFD. hehes. shall make full use of tht 3 hrs. lols. tada!

rember!

join mi, elaine ho, as i bring u more coverage of da 117th IOC committee meeting session over in singapore, and da results of the bid of olympics 2012.

nyc-london-paris-moscow-madrid- 2012

we went back home in athens 2004.
a new breakthrough in beijing 2008.
nw, whr wld da nxt olympic flame be lit at 2012?

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

someone commented i'm cute! haas.

http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/photo.cgi?2336688.dacb59

whtevr. juz check tht link out. lols.

well, as usual, went for tuition, which was REAL fun! haas. alth0u' i'm startin' to feel a lil' panicky bout da situation in cls. one of da boys seems to be v.troubled. i dunno hw to explain tht feelin' i get frm him.. and it's like. he's nort being obedient. nort attentive. nort payin' attn at all! bud i dun feel good to reprimand him. he gives mi da "i'm v.poor ting" feel. n i'm nort da oni one who felt tht way. meiyi too. awws. wht to do wif tht boy??

mr goh, can u go bang ur head agnst da wall? whr's da $30 256mb mp3 player deal? u said wna go! forget tht. bleahs!

headed home for dinner instead. gort cheated off my money. haas. mama cored mi to invest in her lottery. lols. well, luck do matter. haas. n i was like soo engrossed in playin' da new game i bought. StarsRestaurant. a game i guess, well, guys wldn't fancy. it's way too girlish. bud it's sorta fun for mi. muahahas*

watched nkf cancer. bleahs. soo freakin' bored. tht magic show by chew chor meng n yvonne lim was such a let-down. even an idiot can tell thr's anthr tingy at da bottom larhs. soo stupid can? y bother to tell pple tht u are revealin' da secret? CHILD's PLAY! fiona n joanne? soo stupid. singin' tht i oreadi dun like "lao shu ai da mi" song. for wht? wht's da purpose? "yang guang zhong zai feng yu hou" huhz? sunshine? omg! stop tht gimmick man. soo stupid!

zoe tay's like.. i reli dunno hw to sae. bud wht i belif is tht thr's anthr secret compartment in tht black tingy. so much so tht da dice can stack up soo nice n straight, n did anione notice tht whnever da lid's being opened, thse dice are owis aligned in da center? n i strongly stick to my point! SECRET COMPARTMENT! well, u may overrule my sae by mentionin' da transparent bottle. bud well, i had experimented it out, and to my amazement, and ur dismay (if u disagree wif mi) tht I SUCCEEDED! agn, tht's CHILD's PLAY. soo simple can? whn u use big bottles, n shake da same way, thr's no way u can stack thse dice up. bud if u use one bottle da size of da exact dice, u die die can stack em up. dun belif? try it thn. results guranteed.

da oni person i can sae reli put in effort must be tay ping hui. ann kok was soo much like a puppet. wht did she do? practically nth, and her misses, muz haf tortured ping hui alort!

well, i did enjoy kym n bryan's segment. haas. soo funni. i laughed soo much. althou' tht was like stupid as well. haas. =)

enuff of complainin' haas. lata mediacorp sue mi. haas.

niwae, THORPEY's in s'pore!! weee! he's still as cute as ever. haas. i seriously wna get to raffles city n view da 117th olympic tingy. n was soo damn disappointed tht i cld nort take part in da samsung olympics 2006 tingy competition. freakin' upset. i wanted tht soo much! awwws!

tml marks anthr wk in sko0l. tremendous chnges are gna be made. i seriously hope n pray tht tings will turn out fine. i feel soo happi wif da peeps i mix wif, n nw, chnges has to be made. it's like.. better or worse? i seriously dare nort imagine. god bless mi. amitabah. tian ling ling di ling ling tai shang lao jun xian shen ling ar!

da happi ting tml? am gna swim! haas. meetin' jolene at 845 in sko0l for morn' swim. i can seriously imagine hw cold. haas. budden, i'm burnin' up for tht. it's been a long time since i can swim! at last! heh'

well, enuff of whining's haas. i wna meet thorpey n eddie in my dreams tonite. =)

* tonite, i celebrate my love.. for u..

i miss you!

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

i do, wif all my heart.

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Friday, July 01, 2005

[ tada! it's short. lols ]


[but c! it used to be.. =( haas. ]


[ before - hihs. ]


[after - u make a guess. haas ]


[ ain't tis cute? lols. ]


[ andd.. to end tis.. i lorve her so much! haas.]

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